The Weakest
there's no peaceful passing
of this new sickness that I
have introduced to everyone around me.
saying that i am the cause of all their crime.
and when they're drunk
i poured the wine.
let's leave this place
and say that we escaped.
we'll say that there's no difference
between right and wrong tonight.
we'll leave no trace
of plans that we have made
so they can't find us and take what is ours.
In a Win, Win Situation
So I'll pray
for words to say
to make these miles disappear.
If you can't sleep alone,
I'm better off, I’m better off
If you can't sleep alone
If we're measuring with time,
in seconds or in lifetimes, there's no difference,
it's constantly just passing by.
Listening to Freddie Mercury
Every once in a while I think I’m lying
Take it to the bank; I believe every word I say
Then again this is when you start your prying
But there’s a thought it could be true
But this just isn’t how I imagined it would be
With these random people just asking the most personal things
And to think that somehow I could always come clean
And you shake your head just like you know what I mean
We are all the same people
With sinning hearts that makes us equal
Here is my hand, not words said desperately
It is not our job to make anyone believe
I have a new found love for Emery.
This is a non-goofy post.
My life is taking many new turns. Scarey. But thrilling. (and sad?)
I don't like leaving things behind.
Although, I'm learning alot about myself. And I'm questrioning everything. My faith, relasionships, success, faimly, heath, medicine. It's good for me to think about these things.
By the way....Happy 17th LUZ! Your 17!! | 
I had to. I just had to banance that last picture with the picture of pure innocence of when my best friend was a rice crispy 5 years ago, it really was five years ago!? AHH I'M GETTING OLD!!
Whooo xanga! I've been really busy/stressed this month. I'm starting to believe I do too much. So I made myself stop and sit down and get online. Haha. At least for an hour. :) 
